Life

Sick of the waiting,
Disgusted with the anxiety I feel.
Make a move, make it now,
Prove this love is real.

A thousand times I have tried,
Willing to try just once more.
Tired of cleaning the tears I cry,
Next time you come along,
I'm letting you pass by.

Anything can be broken,
Only few things can be repaired.
If it were not for you,
I would not be so emotionally impaired.

I glance in the mirror,
I gaze to the floor.
I feel the rush in my veins
As I dig back in for more.

When you are all alone, with nobody by your side, it no longer matters who you are. Once you are feeling that aching sensation within your heart due to lack of seeing the one you care most about. It tears away at your heart, forcing you to feel nothing but misery and despair. Even though you are positive you will see that person again you still grasp their picture and hold it to your heart. This type of procrastination is all one has to hold onto once they are on their own.

How long will it take for that person to come back?
How much longer do I have to hold onto a pathetic form of nothing?
Why do I do this to myself?
I do not deserve this, do I?

I sware, I could spend an hour a day gazing into this single image thinking about that one person.

One of the last things you want to do in this world is to take something for granted. You never know what is going to happen at any given time, unless you are God, which you are not. Treasure every moment you share with a person, object, or even a feeling like it is your last because for all you know, it could be. With the exception of one thing, anything can vanish within one night. The only true exception is love. That is something that dies down gradually, or never goes away. So do yourself and everyone around you a favor, make the best of every moment you have because a moment taken for granted is a moment wasted, and if you miss out on a moment, you could miss out on everything.

Drawn in by something that doesn't exist,
Just another case of mistaken identity,
This is for all the times we haven't kissed,
Take in the moment, here's to you and me.

Never thought this could happen,
My heart has never been so sore,
And just when I think it's over,
You put me through so much more.

Who are you trying to fool?
You're all alone; you're on your own.
What are you trying to do?
You're all alone, you're on your own.
Here's to you,
Here's to you.

Suddenly, you let go,
Of the girl I used to know.
Where have those days gone?
Where's the girl I could always depend on?

People change with every setting sun,
You go on thinking something is over,
When it's really just begun.
Open your life;
To a new chapter in a whole new book.
So here's to you, & everything you took.

Running for the sun
Never looking back
You killed me that night
and even you can't fix that

You promised me we'd make it
You swore we'd be okay
but now you're with him
and I'm slipping away

I fell for your lies
I believed in everything you'd say
but now our time has past
I'm slipping away

Jealousy consumes me
As I clench my fist
Never knew love could end so abruptly
with one fake kiss

I am to die alone now
There's nothing left to say
Thanks for letting go
As I slip away.

I do not know about anyone one else, other than myself, but I for one, dread saying goodbye. It feels as if once the words register in your head, that you will never see that person again. Again, I have no idea what your thoughts are when it comes to losing someone, but when I feel as if I am losing someone, I become a mess, especially when that person is someone I care about and love. Basically, what I am trying to tell you is that, there is nothing good about goodbyes, no matter what the case may be.

Everyone needs it.

No one in this world is perfect. It does not matter what you may think, every person in this world has at least one flaw that deprives them of perfection. Do not get me wrong, there are many people in this world who are great in every aspect a single human can be judged upon, like my true friends. That is what separates an average person from a great one, the ability to forgive and forget. Anyone can hold a grudge, but only few are able to be the "bigger" person in a poor situation and learn to accept that every makes mistakes, so just let it go, and continue with your life, for everyone's benefit.

Love is something we all wish we had, whether we admit to it or not. It is a very rare feeling, and only the fortunate people experience it. It is truly hard to explain, it compares to nothing, and it has its own feeling. If there was a specific definition to Love, it would not be love at all. That has to be the best part, the fact that it is mysterious. Until you find that one person who leaves you breathless with a simple passing glace, who you miss even if they are right there next to you, and that person who you can be yourself around them without worrying what they are going to think of you, you cannot say you have fell in love, therefore, you have not lived a complete life.